My cousin’s been missing for 15 days. It’s normal that she’s gone for a few days, in her friend’s house, smoking or drinking or something, but 15 DAYS. My God, I’m just hoping she wasn’t raped or kidnapped. She doesn’t answer texts, when we try to call her phone is off, her last Twitter update was May 22, her Facebook a month ago (The Twitter and Facebook she blocked from us don’t have any updates either), and most of her clothes are still in her closet.

Then my aunt finds her diary, saying how much she hates our family, that she hates my cousins, that she hates her aunt (the one who found the diary), that she wants to smoke. I know it’s bad to go snooping through her diary, but WOW I AM VERY PISSED OFF. Every one of us has been trying to get close with her and she’s all smiles, but now we know that she’s just being plastic. Knowing that one of your used to be close cousins hate you really kicks me hard and it hurts. You’re possessed by ‘close’ friends and drugs now and I hope you’ll be okay.

Just remember I’ll help you if you need it, because no matter how mad I am now, we’re family and no mistake of yours won’t make me want to help you. So mad and sad right now because of the words you put there.